i am definitely going through some sort of hormonal cycle because i am eating EVERYTHING i see in front of me. well, maybe that’s not true. maybe i just feel that way because i’m eating a whole lot of junk and get hungry so quickly that i then consume even MORE junk. i was so ravenous just now that i ordered takeout from a thai restaurant and ate more than half of what would normally feed both me and MGS for two days. no joke.
i wrote in my notebook instead of on here yesterday while sitting in dolores park people watching and reading plays. i found a clean patch of grass that was far enough from the tree to not have to deal with the potential dog pee/poo that’s been lain on it, but close enough that i could sneak under the shade of its leaves if it ever got too hot (which it never did). i was actually wearing SHORTS. now i probably have a bit of a farmer’s tan though because i am in no shape to take my shirt off. i cannot believe that summer is only a few more months away and my belly is sitting on my lap whenever i sit down. yes – i’ve been slacking on my keep healthy goals.
i am the worst multi-tasker ever. given the choice between sleeping in and working out, of course i’m going to choose sleep! i actually really admire people who literally schedule in exercise like it’s an important meeting that can’t be missed. whenever i slack off from exercising too long, i have this horrible habit of working out, then stuffing my face “because i deserve it.” clearly i have very unhealthy habits that need to be broken.
yeah — i’m kind of entering super red zone in my finances and need to find a job QUICKLY. wish me luck.
Will Dao 