cupkates make me weak… and fat

i read about this cupcake truck in the “best of the east bay” edition of east bay express and HAD to try it. i’ve been craving sweets like a madman lately — ESPECIALLY cupcakes because i love the texture of a soft, moist, bite-sized cake balanced with a dallop of cream on top. gnom gnom gnom.

the bad news is i have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow and for whatever reason, i’m always visiting the doctor when i’ve gained 5-10 pounds above my “normal” weight. the last time i went, he told me that i’m ok as long as my weight doesn’t go above 150.  then he looked me up and down as if to say, “good luck!”

gone are the days when i could eat like mad and not gain (that much) weight. now i have to work pretty hard to maintain my girlish figure — i mean, that’s assuming you consider this a girlish figure:

it doesn’t help that i’ve stopped being active.  since moving to the city, i’ve been too shy to go out jogging even though SF has ideal jogging conditions (e.g. not too warm, not too sunny, different altitudes, lots of hotties to jog behind, etc.).  where is my motivation?!